Andrea
Thursday was probably the geatest day I have had in awhile, could have been because wednesday was so awful.

Wednesday, my depression kicked in early, I felt it, so I tried to stay away from anything that would set me off. However, feeling that the producer had hated me for months, this was somewhat tricky when we got into the play. I messed up one sound Q, BAD. I had a instant feeling that the song wasn't playing, turns out it was. then I thought it was the wrong song...turns out it wasn't but i pressed NEXT anyway...BAD IDEA. I turned off the music, waiting for my next sound Q and tried to hide my tears as I was certain this was just something else the producer could gloat about.

He didn't, I think in his own way he was trying to calm me down by 'solving' the problem after the show, really his solving of problems just comes off as "you're wrong and I'm right" so it didn't really help. We went to a hookah bar but one of the actors and myself went for a quick walk. Where I told her the real issue wasn't me fucking up it was me certain that I was going to get yelled out by the producer. She helpped me realize he probably didn't hate me :P

SO THATS THAT DAY THE NEXT DAY WAS GLORIOUS. LONG BUT GLORIOUS,

as with every day of the week we have been waking up at around 11 or 12. The actor and the producer picked up food from the bakery (another common occurance while we've been here). At one point, while the actor was away, I told the producer how he was making me feel, I think we came to an agreement. We then rode the bus together (I somewhat had a feeling the actor was trying to get us alone so that we could solve the issue as this continued all day), met up with the script writer and the other actor. We went to the park and talked with them for a bit. We eventually had to go to meet up with our actor, and attend a really bad play. Then rush out and pick up a tri pod at a rehearsal hall and rush over to our own show.

WHICH WENT OVER BEATIFULLY! not a single sound mistake. You don't know how happy I was to report that in my performance log that night. After the show the actors and the producer were stopped for an interview, I went on ahead to book us a table at a very nice resturant. unfortunately I got there at 9:45, their kitchen closed at 10:00 and by the time the interview finished up we couldn't order anything. The wine store also closed but there were other places we could get wine and found a lovely little bring your own wine resturant. We sat outside, had a nice quiet meal (something we couldn't very well have at the first resturant). After supper we made our way over to an after midnight festival performance, fun time. Dance party from 2-3 and then BOOK IT TO THE BUS!

we got home earlier than usual, I couldn't sleep that night, probably just such a good night. We found out our FOH numbers and were really happy about them.

Yup that's about it.
Andrea
Today was great!

I woke up and relaxed, then at about two pm i realized something disasterous! I had left two very important CDs at a rehearsal space and needed them for the show! LE GASP!

I ran outside, tried to bike but fell off and hurt myself. COntinued running down the street until I reached parc av. then i saw the bus, was like "I'll take that" rather than walk 40mins! Get off the bus, get to the rehearsal space and....IT WAS LOCKED!

Shit now I have to talk to people and let them know I fucked. up. hmm who to call...
don't want to call the director he is STRESSED!
Don't want to call the productor, reason one: he hates me and will gloat if he finds out. Reason two: his phone is dead (guess thats more of a reason one)
CAn't call the actor who left her phone at home.
can't call the the other actor who would have no idea to the code.

hmm...okay I 'll call the director.
okay he didn't pick up.

okay I'll wonder campus in hopes that someone knows the code and will let me in.
Huh...no one uses that theatre.

This is a long shot...but maybe the old SM knows the code.
...
.....
OH SHE IS WITH THE ACTOR WHO KNOWS THE CODE! SCORE!

Get in. Plug in the CD player get CDs. wait....there is one missing. ONE WAS IN THE LAPTOP OF THE PRODUCERS! Shiiiit. oh good he is borrowing a friend's phone. txt,txt back...SOLVED~

i know i said this was a good day, and it was! It was amazing. I actually needed this crazy thing to happen and screw up my day schedule so that I can just be "Hey that was the bad thing that would happen with the show" and now nothing else will happen.

Our show opened to an amazing success!
THen afterwards I took in a funny brittish comedy called the further adventures of Arnald Farnez. Twas quite good.

When I went to the beer tent I met up with the actor and sound designer (by accident but twas awesome!) then the other actor, his girlfriend and his roomie showed. TWAS FUN.
They continued onto another party.

I decided to go home, get lost, then continue home.

HAZAA
Andrea
Since no one reads this and I need to type something that no one will read I'mma type this here.

I want to screeeeeeeeeeeeam! I want to just freak out. I feel like if i do something ANYTHING than this extreme indifference that I am feeling will pass. I am in a fog each and everyday and I don't know how to get out.

I zone out when people speak to me. I can't think straight when I hear them. I feel tired, and restless, I feel like everything, ever fucking little thing, that I'm doing is going to be for nothing will let each and every person down. Some people dont want me here because I'll f' up. others just don't like me. I can sense it. I have sense the begining I've tried mending it I really have, but alas twas in vain! I can't even think about spending a week with some people that I am positive hate me! I'm being pushed out of social circles, information isn't circulating to me. I dont know what I did but I know it was something. Every day people expect me to know things that I just never heard of. When I don't know they get angry, ask someone else, I never hear the answer.

I'm so shy. I'm so anti social. the beer tent is where we must go but I can't mingle. I can't talk to people. I physically cannot. I'm feeling as thought i'm being judged each and every second. People loose their temper with me, in a second. They aren't clear in emails and when I ask I get put down. I may as well not ask, but that won't work in the end.

I guess I just have to get through.
I will get thorugh.
I just don't know whats at the end.
Andrea
I just wanted to take this oppertunity to say that my first draft of my script is finished! Whoot.

I do however want to change a thing or two, make it last over the span of two days as opposed to three but that should be fixable tomorrow. Yay.
Andrea


Here is a victorian wallpaper I made for Scenic Paint Class.
Although I have yet to recieve it, I am certain i did very well on this as my teacher keeps complimenting it =).

Guidelines were simply to use two scenic art techniques, I chose scumble (chocolate) and ragroll (crimson). To use a motif, which is basically a stencil and to sponge that on in shade, base and tint.
I think my design was simplier than a lot of my classmates, but it looks good, which could have been my colours chosen and the motif may have been complicated enough to set the design of the entire 4" board into a more sophisticated realm.
I hate pictures of myself XD as one can tell looking at this.
Andrea





I remembered to post my stool project here, perhaps I should just copy and paste my 27 page report here...maybe I will :D


One day I walked into my recycling room at my townhouse, and found a mirror, being thrown away. I hesitated but a day later, the day it was going to be thrown out for good, I took it, a free mirror is a free mirror.
We finished the base of the stool in carpentry, excitably I wanted to start but of course we have to wait. The day after I have my class on the cabriole legs I bring the mirror to school and began to carve a face into one of my legs. I continue to carve at the face trying to amplify features using depth. I also added more board to the back of the leg so as to create a 3-D look for the face, I also attached an arch between the two back legs. I cut out a trapezoid, then I cut the arch into that, I used contact cement to paste it in on an angle.



On the second day, Bob found a glass cutter and showed me how to cut my mirror.
After a few attempts of making a mess on my own, I, along with Jordan from second year, decide to make a legitmate cut. It goes horribly wrong. We try again, but a huge crack occurs in the mirror resulting in an unwated cut.

Eventually Bob comes over and cuts one nice piece for me. We have enough left for one 13”x 13” piece although my plans called for 15”x15”, so we leave it for now: perhaps I can rechange my designs.


I go back to my carving. By the end of this day my head was carved.

The following day I carved out the negative space, creating the rind effect I needed for my design. I drew out where I wanted to cut in permenant marker and I continued to carve out the face. Eventually it was to my liking.

During the march break I decided to begin my other leg, the budilings. This was to look like the picture, Balcony, where the middle of the picture was to appear like a sphere. To begin this I drew onto the leg where I wanted the buildings to be, then I would cut into the legs and carve out a hole to glue in the buildings later. After that I cut scrap pieces of stenoboard into the correct shapes and sizes for the buildings. I numbered each piece so I knew where they would go in the end. The curve of the cabrial leg is the sphere for the buildings that I built off of. The sphere was the last part I did and I had to do this several times, eventually the buildings looked ciriclar, The issue with this part is that it does look odd to the eye so you keep wanting to correct it which cuases you to loose what you just created. Another issue that I hadn’t thought of was that my buildings sometimes had to have curved backs to fit into the curve of the leg, this was easily fixed. Once everything was cut, I used contact cement to glue them down. I was going to carve balconies and doors out of here but I was certain that becuase of the size of the buildings the doors and windows would be lost in the scrimming process. The rocks at the bottom were just shavings left over from the carving.






The following day I began to scrim. Although I did one layor with flex glue and cheese cloth I didn’t want to use cheese cloth for the other layors because i thought it would create an unwanted texture, from what I saw of the piggy pooh it wasn’t taking that texture away. However looking back it would have been better. Either way, I used a canvas material for the buildigns, which worked out nicely, a bit tough to use but when cut correctly it looks nice. I didn’t want to use such a thick material for the face, however I wanted a smooth material, the checkered material was thinner and I thought I’d get my desired effect, however in retrospect I feel cheese cloth may have been better. I also did one layor of tissue paper and piggypooh over the arched two legs. The scrimming was done with flexglue, water and the aformentioned materials.

During the drying of these legs I began to carve the staircases, orginally I was going to make this out of a strong board and cut it out like a popup book, but then I realized that this wouldn’t be very strong for actors, so one day, ironically while doing the dishes (really), I thought I should make the stairs out of stenoboard. I began to use my carving tools to do this but the bansaw worked much easier. When it was finished I scrimmed them with flex glue and cheeseccloth several times. I painted them, with acrylic paints. Spounged them with ocher yellow, tints shade and base. I spattered in dark.

I needed to make several lizards, I thought I had wanted them to look the same, when I mentioned this to a second year they suggested a mould to be best, so I sculpted a lizard. Over the course of the week I made a mould. However, when it came making the cast I couldn’t figure out what material I wanted to make them out of, I thought perhaps glue but that wouldn’t work out. I put this part on hold, figuring I’ll decide later on if I’ll just sculpt them.

When I came back to school after the break I was told how awful my scrimming of the arched legs was, so I removed it. Either way I needed to incorperate a cumberbun into my design, I decided to do this over the arch. In order to do this I needed to attach some wood behind the steno board. As I began to take the measurements the arch broke in half. Easy, I’ll just glue it back together. However, while I was sanding down the backing it broke, ironically, right in half, unfortunately it didn’t break at the same spot. Oddly enough the stenoboard couldn’t be glued back together, the pieces didn’t fit back together, so I had to remove it and cut a new one. Eventually I was able to contact cement the wood to the back of the steno board. Then I scrimmed over the legs and over the wood, with cheesecloth and piggypooh; keeping the arch together very nicely and creating my desired smooth finish.

I then added the cumberbun, it was only to the arch as that was the part the lizards were real and thus the pattern didn’t need to be there. I’m not to pleased with how this part turned out, perhaps a thinner material would have been better.
My next project was the top of the stool, I had to add height to the stool to create my cube effect and to also put the stairs inside, this was done with me running around trying to find the right sizes of plywood. I had cut them earlier but my measurements had been wrong on one so I had to adjust things around. Once correct I simply screwed them into my already created base and then to each other. It added quite a bit of height. I found a hing in the shop and decided to use this for the lid. However the way I wanted to use the hing I couldn’t attach it to the outside, like I had in my disigns and still have it in an upright position, so i carved into the wood to put it down. Eventually I had to trim the top because I coudln’t go in anymore. I attached the hinge to the back of the box and the inside of the lid.
The remainder of the mirror did not work out, so I had to buy reflective paper from the bookstore. The following day I attached the reflective paper to the lid, this took two tries. Unfortunately I forgot to markoff where the holes were for the hinges. Eventually I guessed and found them. I attached the lid again to my box.

When I came back the next day the hinge came off. So I put it back, tried using the same screws but hat didn’t work, I had to use bigger ones, but these came out the other side of the box. Luckily stenoboard was going overtop of that. I still rasped it down but couldn’t do much else.
I cut the outer boarder for each of the side and I cut the frame for the mirror, out of stenobaord on the bansaw. I attached it with cement glue on the box and PV glue for the mirror. Once this was dry, I put paper over top the mirror and scrimmed it with cheese cloth and piggy pooh, I tried tissue paper and piggy pooh scrimming for the box but the tissue paper didn’t work. Someone suggested a layor of flex glue, after four layors of piggy pooh I added one and it worked well.

I made woodgrain samples in paint one day, Denise gave me the suggestions of steel wool with some instructions on how to use it. Once I felt I had a good sample and when the frame was ready, I painted the top of my box, the boarders and the perspective lines in my mixture of raw sienna and white. Once this was bone dry I would coat a small section in burnt siena (30% water, 70% paint) and then scrapping it off with steel wool. I then did the same thing with a burnt umber and water mixture, for texture I would use two coats of the raw umber. Eventually I cut my remainder of the reflection paper and pasted it onto the wood. I broke it down with a glue, water, and paint combination.



Once this was dry I began to glue on the struts that I had created pull up the mirror with the staircases on it. I had painted them ealrier to look like rock. I glued on a piece of wood which was screwed and glued to the piece of stenoboard. Once this was glued and screwed down I scrimmed over the wood to make it appear like rock.

While I waited for this to dry I worked on my upholstry, during everything else that was going on I was making a picture to silk screen onto my material. I traced it onto mylar. Then I made a trip to the textile classroom in Sheridan’s Arts and Craft’s building. Here my friend Kerri told me that I was supposed to draw my picture in marker, which I did right there. Then we brought it to a machine, in a dark room, the screen can never see sunlight, which burned my image into the screen. Then I washed out all the excess stuff on my screen, until I had my imag—this was the hardest part. We pinned my material down until it was nice and tight, Kerri mixed me some black dye, then I scraped it over my screen. We pulled it off, Kerri says that it didn’t work because my lines still weren’t dark enough, but I think it still looks great even though all my lines didn’t show: it looks like an authentic print which was what I wanted. We then baked it in a large oven. Then it was done.


That was the design ontop of the cushion. For the actual upholstry I couldn’t use the lid of my box as I absentmindedly already put a mirror on the other side so I couldn’t really staple material to it. Therefore I used some scrap thin wood to staple the material on. I followed all of the instruections demonstrated in class. I decided to use a smaller button because I didn’t even orignally want one in my design but alas, I had to include one. I chose a spot that was in the foreground so as not to ruin the perspective. The piping was sewn up and stapled to the cushion like it was shown in class, however I made the mistake of begining my piping in the corner as opposed to the middle of the side of the square, this was became an issue when I was finishing the piping as the corner became bulky.


I ended up making the lizards out of sculpy as this took me about three hours and the casting would have been much longer than that. I made a base from tin foil and put a thin layor of sculpy over top. This entire thing turned out awful. I brought them home to bake, and it wasn’t even in ther eten minutes (the box said fifteen) when it smoked up my house! I had to open up my windows, the balcony windows upstairs, turn on my fan, and unplug my stove. It took about half an hour, eventually I could walk around my room again without a towel over my nose. The lixards came out black. But then I didn’t have to paint them so it all worked out; I suppose.

For the Reptiles legs I took the orignal picture and photoshoped a entire paper of just the lizards. Then, I printed it on transfer paper and ironed it onto my material. I then staple gunned it down to the legs. Once this was done I hot glued the lizards down, making sure they appeared to be growing from the pictures and walking on their own across the arch.


The inside of the stool wasn’t comming up and the wood on the reflection kept comming off. What was I to do? I asked Bob and Michelle for suggestions, after bouncing some ideas around Michelle made the excellent suggestion of string on the edges to pull it up. After using some glue, screws and staples I attached the string and was able to pull up my base in no time. After this I mixed an epoxy, I forgot the hardner the night before, and glued down my staircases. I came back in an hour they were not dry, but I did notice that I had to take the one on the lid off because gravity will not let that stay. While I was waiting I glued down the upholstered seat. I let it dry overnight, then put it down so that the lid was parrell to the floor and opened the lid, glueing down the final stairs, letting it dry over the easter weekend.
Andrea
Hurray! a new layout, one i feel is fitting to my personality. we shall call it a tea desk, as opposed to its actual name ;)

I was going to post my stool that i constructed on here but a few date issues with the template made me tired, please remind me topost pictures and stuff on here later.
If anyone can help me with the search I appreciate it!
Toodles~
Andrea
Two new play ideas, I'm still laying the ground work in but here they are:

Art and Mind: a room of scientiest have a dispute about a newly found gene that proves that both art and mental illnesses are genetically passed on but on the same gene. They try to determine the next course of action: to destroy a these disorders in hopes of stopping mankind from having any more and thus destroying any hopes for new art. Or to keep art alive and their new found discovery hidden.

An atheist comes to Easter dinner: i know this may be controversial but i hope for it to be a comedic play. During Good friday's passover dinner the fiance of the young univerity student announces himself to be atheist, which does not sit well with the family. The mother make it her mission to tempt him into church hood, the sister tries to ignore him as she prepares her constant absent daughter for her eucurist, and the rest of the family just tries to survive the weekend while being as excentric as possible.

That is it.